Yaaaay Camera!!!

wait, i cant add a video to my blog???
BALLS!!!!

Yet Another Sad Blog :/

It seems like i only blog when I'm feeling down :(
My car Maria died today, she was 14.
I have NO IDEA how I'm going to get to work tomorrow!
It seems like the more I try, the harder life kicks me in the ass!
I'm tired.

_-*UPDATE*-_ : To change up my environment I made a wig for myself....I didnt like it! It currently resides at my Grandma's house!

WTF!?!?!

What is wrong with me?

Yesterday I laid in the middle of my living room floor, crying my eyes out. Not just for a few minutes, but through three whole episodes of Cash Cab (and not just because I couldn't answer any of the questions)!

I felt so down! I have no idea why everythign just all of a sudden hit me like a bag of bricks, but it was unbearable! I want to make a change in a lot of things in my life, but I just don't know where to start.

I need to change my environment. I'm not talking about just where I live; I need to change EVERYTHING!

Things to Change:
- My apartment
- My car
- My hair
- My "friends"
- My "boyfriend"
- My Weight
- My Wardrobe
- My glasses
- My computer
- My major
- My webcam
- MY LIFE!!!!!!

Something has got to give, before I go NUTS!!!!