As I sit alone in my bed...

I start to wonder: is my life REALLY this boring?!?!?  I mean I'm 21, decent looking, great pEr$oN@liTy.... why don't I have friends I can spend pointless nights with? Why don't I have any 'we can study simultaneously, even tho we ain't in the same class' friends? Or even 'I have popcorn, you have a really bad movie...its a night!' friends? Sometimes I wonder if I place too much of an emphasis on friendships - as if those are the things that make me more interesting. 


Truth is, I'm a social person - always have been! In elementary school, I would have 'Talkative" and 'distracts classmates with conversation' all the way down my report cards! I love it!....talking I mean. I love the interaction between people, and getting to know someone. Sitting alone in my bed on a beautiful Spring night...the only people I get to know are Ben & Jerry!!!


But there has to be something....something to DO...something to SEE...something to SAY, that doesn't require friends! Don't get me wrong - I don't want to become a recluse or anything... I just don't want to have to have people around me to feel entertained. I need to learn how to keep myself company - especially since I'm getting older... lets face it, friendships don't last like they used to. These days, a good friend is someone who writes on your Facebook wall more than 3 times a week!


And thus, as I conclude my night, my collegiate career, and this blog - I vow to learn to keep MYSELF company =)

-Money